Past Lives

2008-12-30 05:40:00

Martha writes:

"I've read all the posts -- been ruminating over this too -- JJ some say you are not only Von Stauffenberg but Joseph Smith Jr., and Joseph of Egypt. I also heard that Wayne was Brigham Young. If so this is interesting. JJ do you wish to confirm or deny this?"

JJ:

As Susan said, at an early gathering some were pressing me to reveal my past lives. I pointed out the importance of avoiding glamour through talking about such things as well as the importance of avoiding the outer authority of the beast. Then I said I would reveal one past life of an individual of whom few people are aware in history. I told them that I was Stauffenberg and explained the plot to overthrow Hitler of which he was a part. If I had not already revealed this I would probably say nothing about it since he is now getting some recognition through a major movie.

Now that it is out there I will make a few comments.

When this was revealed to me it was as if I was taken back to a time in his life and relived it. I was outside of Hitler's office in a waiting room having an appointment to see him. In the room with me were three or four generals quite a bit older than myself. They seemed upset that Hitler wanted to see me privately instead of themselves. Because I was quite young they saw me as an upstart. They really seemed to be a jealous bunch. The interesting thing was that the generals loved it when Hitler gave them some attention, but I did not relish his attention at all.

Finally, I was ushered into his office. We exchanged pleasantries and had some small talk and after a few moments I sensed that he was taking a liking to me. As the conversation progressed I looked into his eyes and had the most creepy sensation. He seemed to be looking at me with a sexual desire in his eyes. I had the feeling he was looking for signs of reciprocation. I immediately cleared my mind of all thoughts on the subject and did all in my power to direct the conversation toward business. I seemed to be successful at this as the look in his eyes showed he changed to his favorite subject, the war.

He continued to be quite friendly minus the sexual tension and invited me over to a table where he spread two maps that he wanted to show me. This had nothing to do with current business, but he seemed to want to share something important with me because he liked me.

One map was of the Western Hemisphere and the other was of the Eastern. Each map had drawn lines dividing it into 12 regions making 24 in all. He then explained to me that eventually we would control the whole world and this was how he was going to divide it up. He seemed to be hinting that if I played my cards right I could be a governor of one of these 24 regions.

That is where it ended, but there is one more important thing I got from this that was not visual and that is the feelings that I was experiencing. I had to completely mask my feelings that I loathed the man and had to pretend to be a devoted follower. It was really torture for me to do this, but it was something that had to be done. It made me thankful that I have not had to go through something like this in this life. I must say though that life in the Mormon church did correspond to this to a lesser degree for there I was not able to speak my real beliefs about many things I had discovered and had to mask them, but at least my physical life was not in danger.

I was surprised that I sensed that Hitler was gay for I had never heard any evidence of this presented. Then a while back on the History Channel they presented a strong case that he was gay and even first hand testimonies to that effect. It is interesting that he persecuted gays but some historians believe that he did this partially to cover up the fact that he was gay himself as such a revelation would have been devastating to him.

An interesting correspondence between me and Stauffenberg is we both lost fingers in an explosion. He lost seven and I lost three. Between the two lives we have lost all ten. I must have some karma connected to the hands. Hopefully, I'm getting it paid off.

In the explosion both of Stauffenberg's eyes were injured. He lost the one and regained sight in the other. In this life my eyes have been sensitive and I have always blinked a lot.

Stauffenberg was a seeker like me and was very interested in philosophy. He even had a personal guru -- the poet and/or philosopher Stefan George.

I was hoping to travel to Germany and meet his wife Nina before she died in 2006 but was unable to accomplish this. It would have been interesting to see the chemistry we would have had and if I seemed familiar to her.

Someone wondered how it could be that I was out of incarnation less than 9 months. If it is important to return a person with a mission can come right back. I recently heard a hypnotherapist on the radio program "Coast-to-Coast" who had regressed 35,000 people and he had cases where the entity was only out of incarnation for as little as a week.

I think back to what I learned in that life and believe the main lesson was to fully register how important it is to not subject yourself or others to the authority of the beast. One of the purposes of that life was to squeeze any unjust use of authority out of my system so that which I create in the future will enhance human freedom rather than diminish it.

Martha also asks:

"Another question I have is -- is it something that we could be doing to help ourselves -- finding out what our missions were in previous lives? -- or is this sort of information redundant or maybe even harmful? What does everybody else think?"

JJ:

A full memory would be a great distraction. When the soul sees that it will be helpful it will give a partial remembrance. Much more important than knowing who you were, is to know who you are, and seek to channel the highest that is in you to the highest good you can perceive. When you follow the highest you know you will be given what you need to make the progress your soul deems possible. Most people do not need to recall a past life to be successful in the present. Become what you decide because of who you are now, not because of who you have been.